Keeping the best moments of your life.

Love what you do. Nothing can compare with the feeling that I get while I have a shooting. When I see a shy person that is afraid of big camera and not sure about how she/he looks, not confident and somehow I feel that I can open this human, and find a way to her/his soul, even for a few hours, I feel happy.  I can’t live without creativity. I am glad that I have it in my life. I remember when I was single it helped a lot, I could take my camera and go for a walk and the moment I took a first picture, I forgot about everything. It is like this. When I shoot, I shoot, I can’t think about anything else, only about my work. It was never like this in the office, I thought about 1000 things but not my job. Because it wasn’t for me. I love photography because there is no end, you can learn how to do it all your life and still it will never be enough, always something new. I am a happy person because I found something that I really love. So I want to remind myself about it, because there are days when I’m not satisfied with my life, especially with my achievements, but maybe one cannot have it all? At least I have my photography, and when I look through my clients’ faces, I see happy people and I know that after many years they will still have my pictures… #changingmylife365

Always fight for your love. Even if it’s a fight with the obvious things such as egoism and laziness. Sometimes I just wake up and think that today I don’t want to do anything, not to clean the house, nor to cook. I want to eat sweets and to surf through the Internet. But then I think about my love to these two: Eric and Vitya. How they love the food I cook. So I push myself to get out of bed, to make a small breakfast and then I go out to buy some food. And with a silent smile I always imagine their faces when they’ll get back home and feel the smell of warm food full of spices. It helps me to put myself together. Our love helps me to fight for us, for my family and a home full of care about each other. #changingmylife365

This year I promise to myself to read a lot more. During my school years I read a lot, but now I hardly find time for it, due to my laziness and all these networks. But who am I trying to fool? This is also a part of the laziness. So I want to reread a lot of classic books that I read in school, I want to look at them with the eyes of an adult person, not a kid. It concerns some “hard” books for me, as Shakespeare, because language is rather old, and I’m afraid to admit it, but it was always too boring for me to read it. The same thing unfortunately with Saint-Exupéry, everyone finds “Little prince” one of the best books in the world, and I thought when I was a kid, that it was way too pitiful and dull. So really, I should reread it, maybe this time I will like it more.

There are some things that I feel are missing in my life and I decided to make a project about myself and for myself which is somehow intended to help me to become a better person, a person that I would like to be. You might say that I already have some of these qualities but I feel that this is not enough. So during this year since January 28 I’m gonna try to make it. I hope that you will enjoy it too and maybe it will be useful for you as well. Project is called#changingmylife365

Today I had a magical photosession with one charming gentleman :)